Sylvie Side: The Saint's Wish
Everyone has a bad look on their face......
They look sad, troubled, or angry.
I understand the reason. Because that elf Onee-chan came.
The elf Onee-chan is missing one arm and legs. She looked very scary to me even though she had no expression on her face.
When I was scared of her, daddy told me, [Don't be so scared because Onee-chan has been hurt so badly].
I felt so ashamed of myself at that moment.
I was also hurt by something terrible done to me, so I was brought here...
But because everyone here was kind to me, I am fine now.
However, I was frightened when I saw that elf Onee-chan. I thought that was a very bad thing. That's why I also want to be kind to Onee-chan.
I began to think about what I should do.
In the meantime, daddy, mama, and Onee-chans, were busy. Everyone was moving around with a dark look on their faces.
Even in times like these, mama and daddy are kind to me.
I also want to help... but I don't know what to do. And above all, I was really worried about that elf Onee-chan...
The elf Onee-chan's expression was always dark and pained. And her eyes are always red.
Whenever she talked to someone, everyone cried. Shamu Onee-chan cried too. Grandpa Dark Elf cried too. And the elf Onee-chan too......
I really hate it when someone cries...
But I don't know what to do......
That's when daddy called out to me. And he told me to use light magic on Onee-chan to make her feel a little better.
I see! I have light magic! If I share that warm power with Onee-chan, will she get well?
I hold Onee-chan's hand and share light magic with her. I hope that she will get well.
The elf Onee-chan looked surprised.
For the first time, I saw something other than a sad face. But what I want to see is Onee-chan's smiling face.
I did my best to send light magic to Onee-chan.
At that moment, I felt a sudden darkening in front of my eyes.
When I woke up, I was lying on Onee-chan's bed. It seemed that I had passed out a little.
"Even if you used that much light magic, my lost limbs won't be restored... But... it was a warm and pleasant magic. Thank you."
After saying that, Onee-chan patted my head. But the smile at that time was not the smile I was looking for.
It was a sad smile that seemed to be troubled somehow...... the kind of smile that was made for me because she was concerned about me.......
It wasn't the kind of smile I wanted......
At dinner that day, daddy scolded me gently. [I understand how you feel, but you shouldn't push yourself too hard]. He was worried about me and understood my feelings, but I was happy that he was angry with me.
From the next day onwards, I stayed by Cal's side all the time. While helping Lilfi Onee-chan, I gradually shared light magic with Cal Onee-chan.
Cal Onee-chan's life is hard. She can't do anything alone. She can't even get up, go to the toilet, or eat without Lilfi Onee-chan's help...
It's painful to see Cal Onee-chan's apologetic and regretful face every time...
I asked daddy if Cal Onee-chan's limbs would heal, but he shook his head sadly.
"Daddy's [Recovery Magic] can't heal one's limbs. I'm sorry. Only a [Saint] can restore lost limbs in this world."
Saint... Saint, me...?
"Daddy... I'm a saint, right? Can I heal her?"
Daddy shook his head with a puzzled look on his face.
"Sylvie is certainly a [Saint], but... I don't think you can use it now. Daddy doesn't know why either, but it probably won't be able to be used with Sylvie's amount of mana...''
I can't use it... even though I'm a saint...
I couldn't sleep that night. I was disappointed because I was told that even though I might be able to heal Cal Onee-chan as a saint, I couldn't use it because of my mana...
I want to cure Cal Onee-chan...
Just like how I got better after being treated kindly by mama and daddy here, I also want to be kind to Cal Onee-chan and get her energy back.
God... please give me strength...
Since I came here, I haven't prayed like I used to at church. Because the church was teaching me lies and doing horrible things to me.
But now... if there is a real God who is not the church's goddess, please. Please give me the power to help Cal Onee-chan...
I prayed hard.
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