The Impersonating Daimaou Wants to be Hated (WN): Chapter 5

 

Chapter 5: He's a Scum After All

 Defiled.

 That was my first thought as I woke up and looked up at the ceiling of an unfamiliar room.

 Aquim. A helpless, cowardly, boring, insignificant man. He was the one who had seen my naked body, which I had never shown to anyone, not even to Atom, and who put and showered me with filth in my mouth, vagina, and even in my back hole.

 I hugged my trembling body. Strangely, there were no tears. I was just very sluggish. I didn't feel like thinking about anything and spent idle for hours staring at the ceiling.

 I wondered how long I had been doing this, but with time, the sluggishness that had enveloped my body gradually faded away, and my mind, pulled by my awakened consciousness, started functioning.

 I reached out to my lower abdomen. My body, which had been forcibly ripped open by Aquim's abnormally large male organ (I don't know about others, but that was absolutely abnormal), however, was not damaged in the way I had expected.

"...Am I treated?"

 I was born with stronger mana than other people, and my natural healing power is incomparably higher than that of ordinary people. However, it was hard to believe that I could heal so beautifully in just a few hours without using magic.

 So who treated me? Aquim?

"No way."

 The thought that suddenly occurred to me naturally brought out a self-mockery in me. There was no way that the worst man in the world would heal the woman who tried to kill him...

"Ah!?"

 That's when I jumped out of bed.

"That's right. I, I... what have I?"

 I was so angry that I tried to kill Aquim. If Aquim had reported it to the security department, I would have been branded a great sinner for trying to kill the Knight of Light out of personal feelings. No, not only that. As long as I am his attendant, the responsibility falls on my family as well.

"Father. Mother. Tiara."

 I ran out, unable to stand still. Aquim is obsessed with me. He would not easily cut me off. Such optimism was nowhere to be found.

 The only time Aquim was obsessed with me was before he embraced me. It is a common story that a man suddenly changes his attitude after having shared a bed with a woman once. In fact, Aquim has many precedents where he has used various means to hold a woman who did not love him, but as soon as the act is over, he shuns her as if his previous obsession was a lie.

 Yesterday, I was raped by Aquim. There is probably no place on my body that has not been touched by his fingers or tongue. I don't know if he already had enough of me, but it wasn't completely out of the question.

"Please, stay safe."

 I ran out of the room as if praying. I was in a different bedroom from the one where I had been raped by Aquim, and I opened a large door to find myself in a living room filled with chandeliers and other expensive-looking furniture.

 The room was unfamiliar to me, but it was probably one of Aquim's own houses (although his father, who is a minister, probably bought it for him). The room was full of vanity, just like the man himself would have liked.

 In front of the window leading to the balcony of the room, there was a man reading a book sitting on a sofa large enough for five adults to lie down on.

"Did you finally get up?"

"Aq... uim."

 The hateful man who had raped me so badly yesterday. The man who always makes me feel as if my whole day has been ruined just by looking at him. But for some reason, he looked a little different than usual.

 His silver hair, which had been disproportionate to the crown he wore, looked beautiful, as though it had been restored to its rightful owner.

"What's wrong?"

 Aquim looked at me curiously as I was stunned. I was surprised at the look in his eyes. I couldn't believe it. I had always despised women who made a fuss over Aquim's appearance, but now I felt as if I was the one to be despised.

 Don't tell me that just because I had shared a bed with him that my feelings for Aquim changed? Is that why I looked at Aquim in a strangely beautiful way? That Aquim!?　

 Confused, I averted my gaze from Aquim and let out a weak voice.

"N-no. Nothing..."

"I see. I have a lot of work to do. So help me already."

"W-work? You?"

 The combination of "Aquim" and "work" just didn't match, and I couldn't help but use my usual tone of voice.

 But that was understandable. That Aquim who hardly attended classes when he was a student because he was the son of a minister, the same Aquim who never worked after graduation but only nibbled on his parents' riches, of all people, was now doing a job? Something is wrong. Something was definitely wrong.

 Aquim pointed to the documents on the desk in front of the sofa with a languid yet somehow sexy gesture, without paying any attention to my puzzled look.

"I've picked up a few jobs that are currently assigned to the Knight of Light that the other two knights haven't gotten around to. Look over them."

"Ah. More than that, um..."

 What should I do? I was overwhelmed by Aquim's unusual attitude, but should I apologize for yesterday? Or should I just leave it at that?

 It was a far more appealing thought than willingly bowing to Aquim.

 ......No, it's that Aquim. It's not like he doesn't care at all about my attitude yesterday. If that is the case, I should apologize first. No matter what Aquim may demand from me, I have already been defiled. I will do whatever I can to protect my family.

 I got down on my knees and rubbed my forehead against the floor.

"Aquim, I apologize for yesterday."

 I was sad that I had been able to call Aquim by his name so easily, which was natural since I was desperate. I am sure I will get used to being raped by Aquim like this. What will he think of me like that?

 The image of Atom flashed in my mind for a moment and then disappeared.

"Yesterday? If you're referring to the matter where you tried to kill me, that was three days ago."

"Eh?"

 I looked up at his face, which had been downcast due to those unexpected words.

"Three... days?"

 It is true that I was mentally exhausted from my first sexual intercourse, and I also remember that I was drained to the limit by Aquim's endless sexual desire throughout the night, but I never expected to be in bed for three days.

 I know there is no need for Aquim to lie about such a thing, but even so, it was hard for me, a person who is confident in her physical strength, to believe this story.

"Seriously. You're an attendant, you let your master do the work while taking naps, what a good position to be in, huh!?"

"I'm sorry."

 Aquim's attitude is annoying, but he had a point. For the first time, I bowed my head sincerely to Aquim.

 At that, I was prepared to have my bowed head stepped on by Aquim, but somehow, no matter how long I waited for Aquim's chastisement, it did not come.

"Well, that's all right. Be careful next time."

"Y-yes, I'm sorry."

 That's all? That Aquim, who usually spends at least three hours criticizing people's mistakes as if he's the devil himself, to forgive someone for that?

 Perhaps I am still sleeping. I seriously thought that for a moment.

"I had already taken care of all the necessary formalities for the Knight of Light. All that's left is to visit the influential people of the Kingdom of Light."

 I wondered if that wasn't one of the first things to be taken care of, but I wasn't in a position to complain, so I kept my mouth shut. But still, Aquim's behavior was strange. I don't feel the slightest bit of that peculiar atmosphere that makes people uncomfortable just by being in the same room with him. On the contrary, I began to feel that he naturally attracts people's attention and even radiates a kind of charisma.

 Perhaps. Perhaps, something has changed in Aquim as a result of his responsibility as a Knight of Light.

 Of course, this doesn't make up for all the atrocities that Aquim has done to many women in his life. But he is the master that I will serve for the rest of my life, even if he is like that. I felt that I would not be punished if I hoped that he would change for the better.

 And if Aquim is really making an effort to change, I, as his attendant, must also make an effort to recognize him as such.

 It would be very difficult, but it would be better than continuing to serve this horrible man.

 I exhaled softly, feeling that there was a glimmer of light in a life that I had thought was already doomed to nothing but despair and hardship. Suddenly, Aquim looked at me with a surprised look on his face.

"W-what is it?"

 If you only look at the expression on his face, you will see that Aquim has a look on his face as if to say, "Oh my God," but I have no idea why he is making such a face.

 Aquim did not answer my question but just stared at me with a serious expression on his face that I had never seen before. I don't know why, but it's scaring me. It was as if I was being slowly sniffed by a predator who I could not compete with in any way, and I could picture such an ominous image in my mind.

 Eventually, Aquim shrugged his shoulders.

"No, just a little tired. It's the penalty for sleeping for three days. Elana. Become a toilet."

"Ha? Eh?"

 It was so sudden that I had no idea what was going on. He pulled down his pants as if it was a normal thing to do and took out the male genitalia that he used to rape me so hard yesterday. The sight of it did not shock me as it had the first time I saw it. But remembering the torment I had endured that day, my body trembled.

"Open your mouth quickly."

 With those words, I understood Aquim's intention. In short, he wants to make me angry again. Or perhaps he wanted to humiliate me because he knew I could no longer be angry with him. Either way, it was unmistakably the act of a jerk.

 Such a man is my master for life.

 I felt a strong disappointment in Aquim, and most of all in myself. After all, Aquim had not changed at all. And I was the one who was looking at Aquim in a different way than usual. The man who took my virginity may have subconsciously wanted me to think that he was not just a scumbag, but in any case, it was a shameful story.

"…………I understand."

 I don't care anymore. I was starting to feel that way, but that didn't mean I could be as blatantly defiant as I had been yesterday.

 I got up on my knees and opened my mouth, exposing it to Aquim.

 And of course, Aquim, without any hesitation or concern, shoved his filthy male genitalia inside of me.

"Nhh!?"

 It's still big. But was it my imagination? It feels a little better than three days ago.

 As I was thinking that, suddenly Aquim's male genitalia became one size bigger in my mouth.

"Nn?"

 My eyes opened wide at the sudden situation. Aquim smiled at me with his usual vile smile.

"It's not a bad toilet. I'm going to let it out. Drink it, bitch."

 Aquim's body trembled once, and immediately after that, he started urinating.

"Nhh!? Nhh. Gulp*. Gulp*."

 Damn it. Damn it. Now I'm drinking Aquim's filthy stuff. No matter how prepared I am, humiliation is humiliation. A dizzying rage rose up in me, and then...... suddenly disappeared.

"Nn? Nhh!?"

 This feeling again. What is this? What is this feeling, as if something precious is being taken away from me?

"Oh well, so this is how it is."

 Aquim, muttering with satisfaction, roughly pulls out the male organ from my mouth.

"Cough*. Cough*, cough*."

 I coughed and held my mouth with my hand, but Aquim's urine spilled out through the gap between my fingers and stained the floor. I was on all fours, breathing heavily, then Aquim grabbed me by the hair and forced me to look up.

"Ha! It's a dirty face. Go wash that filthy face, you piss woman. If you, my attendant, is like that, they'll question my character, too."

 His outrageous words made me dizzy with anger again, and then it vanished without a trace. It's crazy. This is absolutely abnormal. I could only nod in agreement at Aquim's words.

"Yes, immediately.... Aquim-sama."

 Every time I say a word, I feel as if something precious is dying inside me. A single tear trickled down my cheek, as though mocking me for clenching my teeth to keep from crying at the very least.

"Kukuku. It's time for a fun meet and greet. Let's show those people who made fun of me what we've got going on."

 With those words, I understood why Aquim had left the visitation until the last minute. Without me, there would be no point.

 I forgot my mission as an attendant and stared at the worst man I had ever met.

 Ah. What a disgusting, condescending look he has in his eyes. What an unpleasant laugh he makes. There was nothing of the grace I had initially sensed in Aquim in his lowly manner.

 I am convinced. It is outrageous that he would change his mind. He is nothing but a scum after all.